難しい微笑んでいる。でもどうして?

Well hello there!It’s been some time since I last posted on this thing.I think it was back in last month(?)Anyways,I’m back again and I will just write whatever the hell I want!Because that’s what I do.Hehehe.

I’ve been thinking of what could I write about for the longest of time,and you want to know what I came up with?NADA!-_- YES!I got nothing,but I will write on about random things that come to me.I do got something I want to say.Recently,I wake up,even though I don’t sleep much these days,but when I do wake up,i like to think of all the things that are happening in my life at present.When recollecting on past,and present events in my life,i stop and laugh and ask myself “How am I still not broken yet?
It’s a good question,because I do believe with all the negative that has come over me,that I should be pouting or frowning,but why am I sitting here daily smiling,laughing,and just being a clown?Well its quite simple.Why waste time contorting one’s face into an ugly mess because things are not so bright?Why sit and pout/cry about the bad things?
A good friend of mine said to me “you surrendered.why give up and admit defeat when you can be better man.”
Well it was something like that,but she had a very good point.Why the hell am I feeling self pity and doubt when I can indeed change and defeat all.I do thank you for that wake up call. *bow* Thank you very much.

I understand very well that life isn’t easy.It’s not a vacation or an amusement park ride.This is life.It challenges us to see if we are a part of the strong or weak class.The harsh fact is,the weak are left behind,but you can choose to be weak and feel sorry for yourself or you can be strong and push back against the daily challenges.To complain and damn everything because of we not have it our way,its just a petty tantrum.We fret over minor things like our home is not big enough,its not warm/cooler enough/we don’t own the latest smartphone,video game console,fashion,our bf/gf isn’t talking to us,our parents too strict,etc.Minor things we can change but we accept pouting rather than changing.
So many people in this world have it way worst than we do.They don’t have the same opportunities that we do.They don’t have the proper connections to get somewhere in life as we do.Compared to them,we are all living a luxury life and we take it for granted by frowning over small things that we do hold power to change.
Blessed are the fools but damned are those that truly need help.It’s ashame.

Now I do understand why I am not broken yet.It’s because I know there is hope and a way out.I am grateful for all that I do have and I welcome any new challenge ahead if me,because I do hold the key to changing the weakness in my life.
Never lose a smile
Wave goodbye to frowns
King your castle
Defeat harsh hassles
This is life
Be grateful
Cursed are the wasteful

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